I can't forget May 5th...

我　跟你在等彎轉　何以未轉燈
烈日下面　冷氣太暖　想開猛點
我　又再爬前十吋　難捱程度不變
翳悶車廂裡　各自坐上針氈

伶仃

I believe I am very emotional at times, at my emotions can be easily brought up by songs... maybe that's why I idolize people that can sing well

伶仃 does remind me of my first year of university, around January to February, I "have just been parted" by my ex and kept on listening to this song again and again during that 20 mins walk in the -10~30 degrees weather from school to home, vice versa, everyday...

So now, this song does actually mean something to me, it at least makes me ask myself why did I have to choose to come to Canada on my own... and study in ths stupid Nsci program that killed 70% of my life (I am glad to know that the norm here is 90% lol...). However, fortunately, all that feelins seem to have faded away and what's left is my memory of the crappy Lancer in the MTV; I kept on complaining how hard was it to find an EVO to shoot in HK lol...

Once again, I don't really know what I am trying to say . .  .

猜情尋...

I have always been a believer of 緣分, but it seems that it has been working against me recently - from what I want in my career, what I desire in my life, to <insert here>...

This week is an interview week for interviewing both my club as well as my intern replacement, it is really interesting to meet people that is passionate about what they are doing and learn about their aspirations (some of them are really inspiring...).

On the other hand, I only have a summer left till I have to go back to school to finish my 4th year. Some people say that going to PEY (12 ~ 16mths internship) is because they want a break from school and need this time because they don't want to graduate yet. As of myself, I am driven by a totally different reason: when I was back in my 3r year, I saw that what and where I want to be after graduation and what I was at the 3rd year had too big of a gap, I need that year to bridge the gap - sharpen my soft skills through engaging myself in multiple projects all the time in my intern, obtaining my desired experience through VCG and case comp, as well as to really start doing a strategic planning/ roadmap of where do I want to land and how am I going to go about doing that...

Fortunately, up till this point, I would say I have completed 80% of what I planned... and I am also glad that I really get the support from my friends... Kudos to everyone =)

I guess I should really sleep soon.. once the Adrelane has faded... why am I so pumped at 3 30am?....

OMG... I haven't written anything on my xanga for ages... not that doesnt mean that I don't read others' posts, but more like I sometimes don't really know what can I say.

Unfortunately, my Grandpa has past away two weeks ago (it is my closest experience towards life & death). To pay my last respect, I took off a week from work and went back to HK...

Apart from most of my time being spent on my Grandpa's service and my family, I did manage to find a few of my very best friends in HK:

Fri: met up with Tommy and Phi -- Dinner / Pub / Arcade; Instead of based on UO, girls, school.. our conversations based so much on career related stuff, I can see that Tommy is really trying hard to figure out what exactly does he wanna do in the future (and you are doing a very good job already compared to me.. I am not even graduated yet, and is on my stupid Internship...); Philip, I believe both me and Tommy know that you are very capable and know very clear of what you want... you just have to get off your lazy a$$ and do it... ( I really have faith in you).

P.S. If we are to be entrepreneurial in the future, be sure to learn not to be scammed lol... =)

P.S.S. I do really agree on finding a second-half that share similar career goals, who are also able to support each other in terms of achieving those goals.

Thurs: my nite dedicated to Mark and Lemon -- Dinner/Arcade/Band/Bar; didn't really have a chance to chat/drink/play with these two old friends that I have been very close with for more than 7 years... we also talked about our good old days; showed that I still suck on KOF.. thanks to Lemon for bringing me to KOF and Rainbow 6 lol..; touched a bit on career and future goals;  had quite a bit of fun drinking for a full 4ish hours in a very small bar...drinking 1.5 dozens among us while I am supposed to have 0 alcohol because of the medicating I am undertaking....

P.S. Thanks to Donna for dropping by... even tho it was your mom's bday

P.S.S. But oh well, I am really glad to see you all bros again... I do miss you all!

xxx

I don't really know what am I writing...especially at 6am on the first night I am back from HK